Sometimes we want to hear things we already know. That our essay is good or we don’t look like shit today, our outfit is cute whatever. And isn’t a friend supposed to do that? Encourage you even though they clearly don’t need to? How many times do I support my friend about her crush and a relationship that does not exist? So when I need her encouragement and her support she can’t do that. I tell her so much positive shit always trying to make her feel better and she can not do the same. And even if she does, I can tell  it is not genuine. It makes me feel worse and stupid. Plus, her “encouraging” words always go back around and make me comfort her. Life sucks. I’m fat. Alone. Ugly. Faking smiles. I don’t feel like me. What is this sport doing to me? I’m too young to be this stressed and this dead inside.